AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

My writing career is at an end!!!!!! Looking at all the expenses neccesary to get the damn thing out there, there is absolutely no hope in making money worth a damn.

Like i posted before, the most I can hope for is $10,000. And the agent gets 10-15% of that. BUT, the other main thing, is editor's fees. I'm going to have to pay out something like $6500 to get the thing edited professionally!
Why on earth would anyone decide to do something like this, except for the fucking love of doing it!?

Now i get to calm down.
BUT THE CONTRACT LAWYER'S FEE, TO MAKE SURE I don't get my ass reamed will be high as well...
WHUMP!
A cat landed on my head with brick shoes.

anyway, the calming down thing. Ahem. Ok.
if i spend all the shite necessary, Ill walk away with $2000, hopefully, and then hope and pray it does well before it goes to paperback, so I'll get a major kickback for the paperback edition, and hope the movie rights come my way, while Im slaving over the second and third ones, Hoping against Hope that they don't go too high and I still get decent monetary recompense for the sequels.