Tuesday, March 14, 2006

You Push It

This day has started out fairly roughly. I was somewhat sure the loan I had applied for wasn't going to go through, and so I had called my mother to give me a ride to work. She gets here, and before I even get to the car, she yells, "I have to go, you haven't had a shower, Walk." and proceeds to drive off. Needless to say that pissed me off. After that, I call the bank, only to find that the loan has indeed been denied.
I can handle this, It just puts back getting my car for a few days. Then I call down to the DMV and find out that my license is suspended until September 14 because I pleaded guilty to driving on a suspended license(a $100 fine).
I still owe my boss money for bailing me out of jail, Im currently broke, with plans to go out tonight and tomorrow. There is no food in the house, and I can't even afford to pay five bucks to lift weights today.

I have been of the oppinion for a while now that good things and bad things happen alternately. Recently I have decided that I get punished for all the good things in my life. This weekend was one of the best I have had in too long to speak of. It seems that today is the resulting punishment for that wonderful time. It's like reverse Karma.
On the other hand, It could be that I get good things for the bad ones that happen to me, but that's as trite as the glass and it's proverbial lack of liquid.

I do feel like im being punished for the good in my life. I don't know why, I don't care why, I don't like it. Austin calls it the curse of living an interesting life, and I can see what he means, what with how much i've milked the story of my wheel falling off...
Anyway.
Life is ciclical, I understand this. I just wish the wheel was a bit bigger, taking a bit longer to rotate 180 digrees.

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